Papillon

You

Wed, 14 Oct 2009 16:43:12 +0000

You are tender and loving,

Always there when I most needed you to,

You have never asked for anything in return,

For all the kindness you have showered me,

Love can be so uncondition, can be so wonderful,

After I have met you�..

You may be quiet at times,

However your actions showed it all,

Those tendering moments,

Where you constantly lingered by to see things through,

I knew that no matter what,

I can always count on you, can always lean on you,

Coz you will always there for me through thick and thin, good and bad�

Fate had brought us together, had brought me you,

I am glad to have known you,

Just to let you know that,

In this life,

You are the very best thing that could ever happen to me�

Amiss

Thu, 15 Jan 2009 15:33:44 +0000

Have we not glancing at the same blue sky?

Pondering what was in the cloud?

Have we not peeping into spaces?

Seeking for a space for our own existence?

Have we not shared a dream?

That brought us closer to one another?

Have you not promised me?

That we�re searching for seasons of happiness?

An eternity for lovers?

Have we not had what we long been seeking for?

Yet, you were nowhere in sight�.

Tonight You Never Come

Mon, 12 May 2008 18:08:16 +0000

The night is deep,

The night is lonely,

The night is full of waiting�

The night has not a meaning,

You never turn up tonight�

The music is sorrowful,

The music sounds eerie to my ears,

The music sounds so secretive in your absence�

It haunts my ever waiting heart�.

The heart is ever watchful,

For you to turn up,

But you never turn up�

Tonight you never come�

I am nowhere between them

Sat, 19 Apr 2008 05:35:09 +0000

When...
Yesterday feels so faraway,
The present feels so unpredictable,
& tomorrow is nowhere in sight...

I am nowhere between them....

A song is a trigger,
A trigger to memories,
That belongs not for today,
But to yesterdays...

A feeling belongs to the present,
It fades away with time...
It belongs neither to tomorrow nor yesterdays...

A hope is a sign of tomorrow,
Encompassess dreams we are knitting...
For a better future,for a happier tomorrow,
It may not belong to me,
But once I have it borrowed....

Somehow,
Why do i feel that i am nowhere between them?

Bubbles of Dream

Fri, 29 Feb 2008 14:14:07 +0000

I am living in this dreamland,

In this colorful bubbles of dream,

That you have placed me�

How often have I questioned myself...

Would it be good to dream on?

In this dreamland you have placed me�

Would it be good to wake up?

And never glance back�

I wish I could sleep on�

And never wake up again�

But I knew I can�t�

Cause somewhere in time,

My reality is awaiting me�

Sometime in days,

These bubbles of dream of mine would burst,

And what left behind is nothingness�

But a memory of fondness�

Of a beautiful dream you have once given me�

I wish I could sleep on�

In these colorful bubbles of dream you have placed me�

I wish I could�

Somewhere in time,

My inner self told me...

It�s time to wake up�

To stop dreaming,

To move on...

To never glance back...

At these bubbles of dream you have placed me...

Thank you�for placing me in this dreamland of yours,

A place I never thought I would explore�.

These colorful bubbles of dream you have once given me�

How I wish I could dream on...

How I wish so to never wake up again...

How I wish....

I am sorry�

Somewhere in time,

My reality is awaiting me�

Colorful bubbles of dream I loved so much...

Human beings are so contradicting...sometimes,you tend to do things that you don't even believe yourself...

Piano My Life

Wed, 27 Feb 2008 11:09:52 +0000

Piano My Life...

If you will,

I shall ask you to piano my life,

Playing a melody so sentimental,

Echoing ever so softly in my heart,

Echoing every moment, every night , every day�

You just piano my life,

The white keys �.

So peaceful, so ordinary,

The black keys�.

So mysterious, so melodious,

Ever so lightly your fingers dance on the keyboards,

Coloring the melody with the essence of life�

White keys and black keys�

So different yet so compatible,

So like you, so like me�.

Without white, without black�

This song is incomplete�

Thanks for pianoing my life,

I just knew that in this life,

I couldn�t have asked for more�

All I ask of you is�.

Piano my life with the melody of life�.

One that may bring me home...to you...

This poem was written out of boredom from reading the test book till I fell asleep....I decided to get away for a while from the book I was reading and write up something. Apparently, that is how this poem comes about....
Later in the night, I bumped into Ann and showed her my poem, she however mentioned that this poem is unlike any of my usual style in poem writing and it reminds her of the movie "The Notebook". I decided to post this poem as a dedication for our friendship, for those who came into my life and have been staying with me still, I appreciate it very much...hope you all may enjoy it.

I Don't Know

Tue, 29 Jan 2008 13:59:37 +0000

I Don't Know....

I don�t know what distance does�
But it certainly binds us together�

I don�t know what friends are�.
Till you came to me�

I don�t know why you could be so far away,
Yet so close to my soul�

I don�t know that there were still missing pieces in my life�
Till you filled them up�

I don�t know how promises work�.
But I�ll try to keep you close to my heart�.
Forever�.

Annoyance...

Sun, 20 Jan 2008 17:44:15 +0000

Thrown in this crowd,

I felt all alone,

I was not the crowd,

Merely the observer,

So close yet so far away�.

Drown in this uncertainty,

Of what would have been�

Of how life would have treated us�

Yet I so wanted to vanish in your certainty�.

Lost in this feeling,

Of searching in the mist,

Glancing at you through the mist,

So clear yet so unclear,

Yet you were all that I had envisioned�

Luv Poetry

Fri, 28 Dec 2007 17:31:40 +0000

At times,

When the tears should flow,

When the sorrow was too overwhelming and unbearable,

You wiped it off with your warmth and care�

Time and time again,

When my heart was shattered into pieces,

You were there to pick up the broken pieces

& mend it back with your love�

There were moments,

When fears get in the way,

Constantly eating at my sanity,

You were there to chase it away,

& restore back my sanity...

Thank you for being there�.

Being everything�.

Being the one I hang onto�

Being the one I come to love most�

Do you know not?

My destiny lies with you�.

Now�.

Life has not a meaning without you�.

Life has found me love,

has found me you�.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v =OoKdgEAisoY

Sealed with a kiss

Tue, 20 Nov 2007 19:19:42 +0000

Sealed with a kiss

Everyday passing by...

Is filled with your love....

Every word breathed...

Filled with so much warmth and care...

Everything you have done...

Soothed my heart and soul...

Every letter sent....

Sealed with a kiss...

Every moment shared with you...

Is moment of tenderness....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v =lpwwFDuZtpQ&feature=related

Wind

Tue, 18 Sep 2007 14:25:06 +0000

Wind

Whenever the wind blows,
It reminds me of you,
& those days we used to be�
For this wind,
He had once shamelessly blown me to you�.
To a place where others were forbidden�
To your heart�
Where I had once shortly resided�

I still remember�.
For once in this life time,
We were united by wind�
Who had gently blown me to your heart,
But insidiously brought you away�
From my very embrace�
One that you had called it home�

I still remember,
This windy day�.
We used to be�together�

How I wish,
He could blow me to you�once again�.
Even for just a moment,
It�s worth it all�

If they should,I would....

Sun, 16 Sep 2007 19:06:24 +0000

When the stars should shine,

the moon should glow,

I would be there,

Right beneath the starry sky,

Wishing for your well being�.

When the night wind should blow,

The nightingale should sing,

I would be there,

Right there with them,

Wishing they may sing you my blessings�.

When the river should flow,

The stream should gently caressing the shore of rocks,

I would be there,

Right on the river bank,

Wishing the river may one day flow me to you�.

Touched

Sun, 09 Sep 2007 13:38:00 +0000

You have touched�

A part of me,

Right there inside of me�

You have touched me,

Like no others do�.

No one else has touched me like you do�

Here and there,

On and off,

You have touched my heart�

Like no one else�s does�

Here and there...

On and off...

You have touched my heart....

Who am I to you?

Wed, 29 Aug 2007 14:12:04 +0000

Who am I to you?

When nights are quiet,

I thought of you,

Would you stop loving me?

Would you rather not?

If our love is lasting,

If our faith stands strong,

Others wont get in the way�

I could only say,

We got along fine�together,

But now there is a he,

There is a she�.

In your heart,

Where do you place me?

Who am I to you?

Who are you to me?

I have no idea anymore�

Now I know,

there is a he,

there is a she,

Waiting for us�ever so faithfully�.

Who am I to you?

Perhaps it doesn�t matter anymore�

Sorry guys,been superb busy with studies,will reply to your comments later.Thanks a lot for the support.It means a lot to me.Take care.

how glad i am....

Sun, 26 Aug 2007 01:51:18 +0000

How glad I am�

Often I found,

people come and go,

but you stay on...

During my darkest moments,

You always lingered by...

Time comes and goes,

but you stay on...

Just to let you know,

how glad I am to have known you...

Do you ever know that,

In this life time,

how glad I am...

Just to have you by my side...

My life...

Fri, 20 Apr 2007 15:05:23 +0000

Life is definitely not a bed of roses,

Each has its own stories to tell,

Could this life been less eventful,

I would have welcomed it with open arms��

Scandalous ordeals,

Treacherous fate,

Heart wrenching betrayals,

Which often thrown our way��

Deceptions,

Like fog,blurring our visions��

Acceptance,

Like snake,curling itself around us��

Life is definitely not a smooth sailing journey,

With rain and storm all through the way,

Has it been more peaceful,

I would do anything to have it mine��

Were there moments��

Moments of fear, indecision and regrets,

Which we endured in agonizing solitude...

Were there moments��

Moments of fondness, bittersweet, innocence,

Which we spent in gratifying ignorance��

If you could rewind time��

Would you do things the way you once did?

What say you?

Every face has a story to tell,so do I....

This poem was written quite some time ago but undisclosed till now...it tells about how I felt about experiences that had once shattered my hope,making me doubtful and questioned my worth in this world...

Dear readers,sorry for the long absence,I had been busy with my exam and it has been ongoing for an entire month...finally,it comes to an end leaving me all emptied and worn out...now,I would be away again for another month or so for my holiday...this would be my last entries before I go away for my holiday...hope you all like it...take care everybody...shall miss you all very much...

Love Is....

Fri, 20 Apr 2007 06:09:54 +0000

Love is��

I have come to know,

Love is not about choices,

Love is not of compromising,

It��s not compassion,

It��s not to settle for less��

What is love?

It��s nothing but just a feeling,

A feeling of security,

A sense of belonging,

A sense of being cherished,

Lace with hope and blissfulness��

How wrong I was,

To make choices in love,

Where choices are not path to happiness,

But love is��

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Wed, 28 Mar 2007 17:08:01 +0000

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v =f7swqPcfEf8&mode=related&search=

I am sorry if you don't understand this...thousand apologies...just between the two of us...by the way,this poem is written in chinese...sorry once again...

Written at 1.14am 28/3/07 by Jane

Stagnant

Fri, 23 Mar 2007 14:02:06 +0000

Stagnant

I am not going anywhere,

Neither do I come elsewhere��

I just stay here,

And become stagnant��

Days in and out,

I saw people passing me by,

I am still not going anywhere��

I become stagnant,

In a space I have created myself,

Trapped in my own little world��

I become stagnant,

In my own thoughts,

A place where there is no rooms for others��

I BECOME STAGNANT...

In my past...

In my present...

Today

Tue, 27 Feb 2007 16:50:53 +0000

Dawn��
A twilight ascends from the horizon��
Gently waking up the slumberland��
Bringing along with it a new hope��
A hope to start anew for this new day��.

Day��
So vibrant and real��
Full of life& chaos��
Everything is in motion��
Everything is launched into full force��
So hectic and busy��
Not allowing a moment of rest��

Dusk��
Sunset and darkness loom the earth��
So weary��
So tired��
So worn out��
Hunger nags at me��
Fatigue nags at me��
Let me go home,
Let me have my moment of solitude��
Let me rest��.

I am terribly sorry if I have gone missing for a while.Thanks for those who dropped me messages and checking out on me.Your effort is most heartfelt.Do drop me messages and I'll get to you as soon as possible.Once again,I apologize for my negligence,I can't multitask so well especially when my studies are launched into full force lately.Just to say that I am perfectly fine these days although a BIT busy not to mention being absent minded.LOL.Sorry for not being able to check out on the blogs and correspond with you guys as often as I could,I will do so during my free time.Take care everybody!